It has Wings

It has wings
Flies up high, but also down it swings
It change with time, It changes with people
Sometimes stable, Sometimes feeble
Sometimes with a smile, sometimes without
It is the mood, I am talking about

All that affects your mood, is just in your head
 Ask Yourself, will any of this matter ahead?
Sometimes it wouldn't matter, sometimes it would
Sometimes too bad, sometimes too good
A beam of light and at times lights-out
It is the mood, I am talking about

Umpteen issues, we need to sort
Mood has a bearing on it all, like it or not
When chirpy, scream and shout
When in tears dark room & sneak out
It is the mood I am talking about
People often call this mood swings
I say  mood has wings

- J

EXPRESSIONS

I wish I had a face that didn't express
They would never come to know when I am under duress
They would never know what I feel
I would never have to confess..

But, then I remember what they once told me
I am the master of my expressions and my expressions don't control me
They say expressive faces work wonders
Only control them in situations of storms and thunders
They, are those who read my expressions in a spur
They know it even before my eyes are watery and blur
They are the people who love me
They say, I am the master of my expressions and my expressions don't control me


So, Finally one day I woke up and thought
Most people's expressions are just masks that remain uncaught
But It aint my business to mask and fake
I will stay who I am, for my loved ones' sake

I ask back what I wished for in my first line
I will continue to express, because my expressions shine

-Juhi

This is how I feel, Sometimes

Close yourself to the world, Sometimes

Stay alone, in your bed curled, sometimes

Purposely took the wrong train that night

I didn’t want to cry to them , knew I might

Put that ringing phone off the hook, sometimes

Hiding watery eyes behind the book. Sometimes

Too easy to pour my heart out , I feel

Lets go the rough route, lock my heart until I heal

Being a loner, Feels good, sometimes

Maybe just music, wind and my hood sometimes

Whirlpool of memories, I am drowning in it

No one is around to tug me out a bit

A dedication to Mum

Stayed up all night, by my side

Unless I was Okay and the fever would subside

Tear that fell off when you saw me hurt

Your reactions were soft only sometimes curt

For so much you gave me, I only gave you back some

I wish I could tell you, how much I love you Mum

The day I was born, your sacrifices had begun

Your sleep, your work, you had to shun

You woke up for me, before the rising sun

With a glass of milk behind me, you used to run

You comprehended those words broken and unclear

I made up stories you’d patiently hear
To hush me sleep a lullaby you would hum

I wish I could tell you how much I love you mum

-J

IT iS A BREAK UP POEM

Now that we are over

Some thoughts in my mind just hover

I wonder, if you owe me anything

Except our moments together, soft and soothing

Nights I spent all alone, all awake

You can neither give me back nor can you take

Lost in your thoughts, even when with a close friend

Editing your text messages over and over before pressing send

Unbounded tears I had to shed

A part of my heart is now dead

I hate it but still I feigned a smile

To my friends and family, all this while

You owe me all this and a lot more

Account for it before you walk that door

Now that we are over

Some thoughts in my mind just hover

As time is passing by

Somehow I feel a boundless joy

No worries about an uncalled for taunt

Memories are fading that once used to haunt

No botheration about how is your mood?

Time to let each other go, Dude

When I see you across the road, some day

I wish to greet you well, instead of staying at bay

So, on a gracious note, let’s part away

Let some good Memories forever stay